played out before my eyes, seeping with the logical confusion
the radio hummed behind - "something you'll want to forget about..."
it's not me but still i can feel it, deeper than bones and you and me.
deeper than the blue i saw underneath so completely

I feel stranded and I can't tell anymore
If we're coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door, but it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way, I think I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore and I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore that my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have its seasons
Round and round it goes
Every day's the one before


And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better...

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i feel like alice in the FUCKING RABBIT HOLE